I am full of jealousy and resentment. It’s not exclusive to those basking in their glory, but quite frankly extends to anyone who isn’t me. “Darling get off social media” is wishful thinking. For one, I absolutely love seeing people manifest their talents; I just hate the fact that I’m not. The most unmotivating thing […]

“But I shame you more than I appreciate you and that’s not love.” Along the way, we started to enjoy this disharmonious bliss. So scared to be alone, and genuinely unaware of the dying warmth beneath our palms. I thought I would live to love you, but now every mouthful is choking on maybes. There […]

What’s next for me here when I’ve done what I came for? What can come of us when I’ve given all of my love to the wrong one? What better can I do when I’ve made the worst mistake there is to make? Who left is there to become if I have existed in the […]

A year ago today I was running away to Spain in search of an opportunity to find myself, exist in an undiscoverable manner and reinvent my ability to choose myself over other people. I discovered myself and planted into a new version of her. Since a year ago I have backslid into someone completely unrecognizable, […]