What is it that that binds us? What causes me to server and yet to never want to leave you alone again. I want to be the one who brings you joy, who brings you kisses. I can’t stand the thought of picking up my love for you and moving it into the heart of […]

“What kind of day is today going to be?” I spoke to myself directly and in a succinct manner, one that didn’t really warrant a response because in a sense I wasn’t asking, but demanding. I was desperately trying to call it out, whatever it was (it was you) and reel it in before it […]

And so after a night of celebrating the victim, I was jolted awake. Eyes wide with no evidence of what had demanded my consciousness. I opted for a second opinion as I gently folded my eyes shut. Eyes open. ‘Good morning’, she whispered, is what I recall. Her unequivocal nature was to whisper, to gently […]

The further I stray from you, the more I can love you. I need for my heart to remain unhinged,  to fail at love and discover a new way to let love in. I need to search for you in every man I come across, to convince them to love me so I can convince […]

My period of healing has lasted for four years now. It’s been hard to imagine what the other side will look like and truth be told I am pretty comfortable on the side I currently rest upon. I’ve dogged hate and humiliation and have come out unscathed. My hands aren’t bruised, my voice still speaks, and […]