I tried not to write about you today. I don’t know, maybe I’m just too fucking sentimental. I also took an attempt of being positive. Demanding you back into my life. It was short lived. Because no matter what your decision was, what your heart accepted to be true, how it made you feel, is […]

What is it that that binds us? What causes me to server and yet to never want to leave you alone again. I want to be the one who brings you joy, who brings you kisses. I can’t stand the thought of picking up my love for you and moving it into the heart of […]

“What kind of day is today going to be?” I spoke to myself directly and in a succinct manner, one that didn’t really warrant a response because in a sense I wasn’t asking, but demanding. I was desperately trying to call it out, whatever it was (it was you) and reel it in before it […]

And so after a night of celebrating the victim, I was jolted awake. Eyes wide with no evidence of what had demanded my consciousness. I opted for a second opinion as I gently folded my eyes shut. Eyes open. ‘Good morning’, she whispered, is what I recall. Her unequivocal nature was to whisper, to gently […]

The further I stray from you, the more I can love you. I need for my heart to remain unhinged,  to fail at love and discover a new way to let love in. I need to search for you in every man I come across, to convince them to love me so I can convince […]