I tried not to write about you today. I don’t know, maybe I’m just too fucking sentimental. I also took an attempt of being positive. Demanding you back into my life. It was short lived. Because no matter what your decision was, what your heart accepted to be true, how it made you feel, is […]

Last night the playground had been flooded. The once joyous park now appeared as a cesspool of floating woodchips. I didn’t even check the sky before strapping Nehemiah into his harness and in a routine manner, exiting the front door. The skies were clear. I hadn’t been thinking about your response. On the contrary. I […]

What is it that that binds us? What causes me to server and yet to never want to leave you alone again. I want to be the one who brings you joy, who brings you kisses. I can’t stand the thought of picking up my love for you and moving it into the heart of […]

“What kind of day is today going to be?” I spoke to myself directly and in a succinct manner, one that didn’t really warrant a response because in a sense I wasn’t asking, but demanding. I was desperately trying to call it out, whatever it was (it was you) and reel it in before it […]

I have to let you go. It’s important for me, almost crucial, that I have you. And if I must give my love over to the possibility, uncertainty will hold my heart. I have to guard my soul against hope. From the inevitable worry of your well being and fear of your resentment. Every time […]