I realized that I lied to you and I’m afraid to take it all back. I never told you what I needed but I think it may be time. I need to not always be the ”good communicator” because sometimes I’m not. Sometimes I keep an issue alive for way too long just to hold […]
Finding your way back to the truth can be a tumultuous journey. It often feels like you’re searching for something that can never be found, never really plant its roots and evade you at every opportunity.
Something about me misses the desolate isolation of that city, the way it demanded absolutely nothing of me. Even the sun shone like it didn’t belong, forever cowered behind an iron community of clouds. Between those city lines, right off Bland and Jefferson, I found an existential bliss in my torment. No part of me […]
Doing what is best for yourself, will never be the best version of the story for anyone else. My life has never been my own and due to the fact, my future is tied up in everyone else. What’s fucked up, is the moment you begin to free yourself from the confinement of everyone else’s […]
I am full of jealousy and resentment. It’s not exclusive to those basking in their glory, but quite frankly extends to anyone who isn’t me. “Darling get off social media” is wishful thinking. For one, I absolutely love seeing people manifest their talents; I just hate the fact that I’m not. The most unmotivating thing […]