I tried not to write about you today. I don’t know, maybe I’m just too fucking sentimental. I also took an attempt of being positive. Demanding you back into my life. It was short lived. Because no matter what your decision was, what your heart accepted to be true, how it made you feel, is […]

Last night the playground had been flooded. The once joyous park now appeared as a cesspool of floating woodchips. I didn’t even check the sky before strapping Nehemiah into his harness and in a routine manner, exiting the front door. The skies were clear. I hadn’t been thinking about your response. On the contrary. I […]

Life is good, pleasant. You are entering into a new beginning. One where you are unsure of how long you can hold on away from your element, before letting go, reverting, and re-adapting to the lessening of life within yourself. It’s quite unclear which element is most conducive for growth right now. It seems much […]

Today I showed up. I don’t show up every day. Some days I have the capacity to show up but my body and soul revert against me. Other days I have every intention to show up but forget to leave everything else behind, forget it takes work, forget it requires blood. The other day I […]