Life is good, pleasant. You are entering into a new beginning. One where you are unsure of how long you can hold on away from your element, before letting go, reverting, and re-adapting to the lessening of life within yourself. It’s quite unclear which element is most conducive for growth right now. It seems much […]

Today I showed up. I don’t show up every day. Some days I have the capacity to show up but my body and soul revert against me. Other days I have every intention to show up but forget to leave everything else behind, forget it takes work, forget it requires blood. The other day I […]

I have to let you go. It’s important for me, almost crucial, that I have you. And if I must give my love over to the possibility, uncertainty will hold my heart. I have to guard my soul against hope. From the inevitable worry of your well being and fear of your resentment. Every time […]

The further I stray from you, the more I can love you. I need for my heart to remain unhinged,  to fail at love and discover a new way to let love in. I need to search for you in every man I come across, to convince them to love me so I can convince […]