What is it that that binds us? What causes me to server and yet to never want to leave you alone again. I want to be the one who brings you joy, who brings you kisses. I can’t stand the thought of picking up my love for you and moving it into the heart of […]

“What kind of day is today going to be?” I spoke to myself directly and in a succinct manner, one that didn’t really warrant a response because in a sense I wasn’t asking, but demanding. I was desperately trying to call it out, whatever it was (it was you) and reel it in before it […]

Richard handed me a jar as to say, make yourself useful. I’m pretty sure that’s exactly what he said, “make yourself useful,” no he said, “please help out,” they’re the same to me. Everyone before me churned at the lid with lilting force. One woman gnawed on the corner of its opening like a dog […]

I have found more love in pain than I have discovered through your well-intentioned, good for nothing ways of “attempting” to love me. You’re more exhausting than being ignored. Torture caresses me more softly than your warm embrace. God forbid I scratch your surface, and you’ll bleed out all over me. However, I can’t get […]

Codependence is the correlation of the combination between committing suicide and calling it love Between medication and drugs. You with the upper hand because your will to give nothing is what I search for. You sit and wait at my door. I opened it because you need me. Slamming it on any man who makes […]