This is the season where fear tries to overtake me. The year is coming to an end and so do many other things during this time in my life. My writing in this season is sacred and emotional, it’s reflective of the pain from such loss yet hopeful for a new birth. I’m vulnerable and raw, cold and yet happily confused.
My period of healing has lasted for four years now. It’s been hard to imagine what the other side will look like and truth be told I am pretty comfortable on the side I currently rest upon. I’ve dogged hate and humiliation and have come out unscathed. My hands aren’t bruised, my voice still speaks, and […]
She is fearfully met with the power of who she is. Everyone appears more aware of my mastery than my own self. I am voluntarily giving myself away to men, I revel in the beauty they place upon me. I am their god, woman, wild, incomprehensible, and that feeds me. It is my understanding that […]
Something about me misses the desolate isolation of that city, the way it demanded absolutely nothing of me. Even the sun shone like it didn’t belong, forever cowered behind an iron community of clouds. Between those city lines, right off Bland and Jefferson, I found an existential bliss in my torment. No part of me […]
Doing what is best for yourself, will never be the best version of the story for anyone else. My life has never been my own and due to the fact, my future is tied up in everyone else. What’s fucked up, is the moment you begin to free yourself from the confinement of everyone else’s […]
What’s next for me here when I’ve done what I came for? What can come of us when I’ve given all of my love to the wrong one? What better can I do when I’ve made the worst mistake there is to make? Who left is there to become if I have existed in the […]
Codependence is the correlation of the combination between committing suicide and calling it love Between medication and drugs. You with the upper hand because your will to give nothing is what I search for. You sit and wait at my door. I opened it because you need me. Slamming it on any man who makes […]