Richard handed me a jar as to say, make yourself useful. I’m pretty sure that’s exactly what he said, “make yourself useful,” no he said, “please help out,” they’re the same to me. Everyone before me churned at the lid with lilting force. One woman gnawed on the corner of its opening like a dog […]

I grabbed your soft essence and stroked it to full length. The motions were succinct and yet exactly what I wanted to say. Did you listen? Because I won’t have the courage to tell you ever again. “I miss you,” I said seductively. I missed you in ways I didn’t know were possible to get […]

I have found more love in pain than I have discovered through your well-intentioned, good for nothing ways of “attempting” to love me. You’re more exhausting than being ignored. Torture caresses me more softly than your warm embrace. God forbid I scratch your surface, and you’ll bleed out all over me. However, I can’t get […]

My spirit is extremely sensitive to the vibrations and atmospheric waves it comes into contact with. I have to be careful, more than others, not to expose my spirit to realities that are more destructive than healing. People whose intentions are more suffocating than self-sacrificing. I once peered a photo and housed its evil. The […]

I am full of jealousy and resentment. It’s not exclusive to those basking in their glory, but quite frankly extends to anyone who isn’t me. “Darling get off social media” is wishful thinking. For one, I absolutely love seeing people manifest their talents; I just hate the fact that I’m not. The most unmotivating thing […]