I tried not to write about you today. I don’t know, maybe I’m just too fucking sentimental. I also took an attempt of being positive. Demanding you back into my life. It was short lived. Because no matter what your decision was, what your heart accepted to be true, how it made you feel, is […]

Last night the playground had been flooded. The once joyous park now appeared as a cesspool of floating woodchips. I didn’t even check the sky before strapping Nehemiah into his harness and in a routine manner, exiting the front door. The skies were clear. I hadn’t been thinking about your response. On the contrary. I […]

What is it that that binds us? What causes me to server and yet to never want to leave you alone again. I want to be the one who brings you joy, who brings you kisses. I can’t stand the thought of picking up my love for you and moving it into the heart of […]

“What kind of day is today going to be?” I spoke to myself directly and in a succinct manner, one that didn’t really warrant a response because in a sense I wasn’t asking, but demanding. I was desperately trying to call it out, whatever it was (it was you) and reel it in before it […]

Life is good, pleasant. You are entering into a new beginning. One where you are unsure of how long you can hold on away from your element, before letting go, reverting, and re-adapting to the lessening of life within yourself. It’s quite unclear which element is most conducive for growth right now. It seems much […]

Sex is not forgiveness Sex is not hope for the spring of a new kinship or the winter of a dwindling one Sex does not replace emotion Sex alone does not satisfy Sex does not reconnect what has been torn apart by sex Sex can’t transform someone you love Sex isn’t a replacement for love […]