I tried not to write about you today. I don’t know, maybe I’m just too fucking sentimental. I also took an attempt of being positive. Demanding you back into my life. It was short lived. Because no matter what your decision was, what your heart accepted to be true, how it made you feel, is […]

Going into August feels uncomfortable. I am leaning into something new and out of character for myself. Growing up I have always been so sure of myself, what I wanted, and where I was going. I essentially didn’t even need the guidance of my parents because your girl was grown. But as I get older […]

Last night the playground had been flooded. The once joyous park now appeared as a cesspool of floating woodchips. I didn’t even check the sky before strapping Nehemiah into his harness and in a routine manner, exiting the front door. The skies were clear. I hadn’t been thinking about your response. On the contrary. I […]

What is it that that binds us? What causes me to server and yet to never want to leave you alone again. I want to be the one who brings you joy, who brings you kisses. I can’t stand the thought of picking up my love for you and moving it into the heart of […]