faithless

This is when faith matters,

When the ones who once praised you curse your name.

This is when faith matters,

When you can’t seem to find a lesson in losing love and gaining hate.

This is when faith matters,

When the people you depend on let you down, again.

This is when faith matters,

When everyone responds to your current reality with pitty including yourself.

This is when faith matters,

When you can’t find one beautiful thing about yourself.

This is when faith matters,

When suicidal thoughts live in your mind.

This is when faith matters,

When you cry so hard it permanently blurs your vision.

This is when faith matters, when you have no faith at all, when your back is against the wall, and when going forward is harder than staying still.

I hope my little faith matters, that my small courage to grow turns me into the most courageous woman I can be.

I hope I’m courageous enough to love me.

Miss Parisia B.

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