Identified Fear

I have no more left to give.

I birthed love and now it has left me.

I loved another so now it no longer seeks me.

I cultivated it’s purpose and turned it into gold. I shared with all and now it means nothing to me.

I held it to highest regard when it was given to me

But now I have nothing left to give.

It isn’t to say you aren’t enough. To say we haven’t created it.

But you’re unwilling to break your heart and allow me a demonstration.

I’ve forgotten what it looks like.

Its youthfulness runs amuck and screams my name but it doesn’t sound familiar.

I was baptized in its climax and now I’m drowning in its neglect.

Living in its disharmonious bliss.

So I must go. I must leave.

I regret not satisfying my own need.

Love is pure and therefore it can’t find its form in me.

So I must leave. I must go.

I just wanted to let you know.

Photo by Chris Ensey on Unsplash

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