Why I can’t love you

Codependence is the correlation of the combination between committing suicide and calling it love

Between medication and drugs.

You with the upper hand because your will to give nothing is what I search for.

You sit and wait at my door.

I opened it because you need me.

Slamming it on any man who makes the venture just to see me because

Codependence is the castration of anything that doesn’t need blood.

This isn’t love.

I realize that when I love another, I hate myself.

And if loving you means no longer loving myself, you must hate me for no longer loving you.

 Miss Parisia B.

Photo by Max Muselmann on Unsplash

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